A couple of questions about our last night out

HerSubScott posted a couple of questions about our last night out at the club that I thought I'd re-post  as a full blog post.

Wow, what an exciting night, Jen! Sounds like a place where you can be comfortable in being 'you'. I bet that felt wonderful when Miss took the lead on the dance floor. 

May I ask you a couple of questions? Did you feel very girly while at the club? Also, do attending these events give you confidence to reveal a little more of that side of you to friends or family?

Warm wishes, Scott

Thank you for the comment Scott!

I do appreciate the questions you ask :-)

I absolutely loved the feeling of being lead on the dance floor. It felt emotionally 'comfortable' for lack of better words to describe it. I guess it was nice to be kind of 'directed'.

Instead of me dancing with some kind of 'male' purpose or machismo attitude, which in the past seemed to feel to me like I didn't really know what I was doing, I felt like I was more going with the flow and trying much more to compliment how Miss was dancing with my own.

While I haven't kept any type of track of these new feelings and emotions that happen when I'm en-femme, I basically just feel better and more at ease that way. The more I experience life en-femme, the more I want life en-femme. I'm addicted ;-)

So YES! I feel very girly at the club. I know there are probably guys (or ?) looking at me (and Miss too) and hopefully enjoying what they see. Of course I'm not 'interested' but a girl can enjoy the attention, can't she?

I think more and more about coming out. I'm pretty much out to Miss's daughter already.

I should have posted about going out to dinner for her daughter's birthday recently but life is very busy for me and I didn't. I wore all girl clothes but they were not girly. Skinny jeans, with a blue button down non-frilly blouse and very low heeled black women's shoes.

Last weekend Miss and I went shopping and picked up a couple of women's casual t-shirt tops that I will start to wear with her when we are out and I am in boy mode. So I'm working on being more girl, more often!

I could see myself coming out to Miss's mother possibly. At least I'd like to be able to do that one day sooner than later but only if Miss feels it's appropriate. As for coming out to my family, that's still a ways off. I think I want the kids to be beyond "kids" in their age and maturity before dropping this on them :-)