Monday, July 21, 2014

My first public outing en-femme!

My desire to go out in public en-femme was finally satisfied Saturday, and boy it was awesome!

I had first thought that a trip to a local beach would be a good starter, walking the boardwalk and maybe the pier too. 

I had planned to wear some type of skirt or dress, white sandals, a wig with a hat, and sunglasses which would do a lot to hide my face, which is my top insecurity about being detected.

My girlfriend was concerned that "locals" might "kick my ass" if any were to notice me. So as an alternative I thought what about Santa Monica / Venice beach? There is a much more diverse crowd there, and I thought let's check that out. Optimistically I would think there is a decent chance that other TGs would feel comfortable there, based on what I remember of the "scene" in years past from visiting my Grandmother (even though that must have been over 15 years ago). I just remember all kinds of different types of people on the boardwalk letting it all hang out. From what a remember I feel that even if people were to notice me I'd be at the low end of the spectrum of their interest due to all the other interesting people and goings on.

Unfortunately the weather Saturday ended up being unseasonably cool and cloudy. There probably wouldn't be many people there (which would not be as good for blending in), and maybe sunglasses and a hat wouldn't be so appropriate for the weather.

Not wanting to give up on a rare opportunity for this first time experience, we had an errand to run to get a cracked cell phone screen repaired that we could take care of. At this point I'm just looking for any excuse to go out as a girl :-)

So I made my second attempt at gluing on my breast forms. Depending on if this worked or not would dictate what type of outfits I could wear. I was REALLY hoping this would work. My first attempt the prior week was a failure. I was hoping that the glue would work as I had read, that I would not need to wear a bra to hold them up. But the glue didn't hold on that first try. I did some more searching for suggestions and read that I needed to let the glue dry for 5 minutes or so before applying the forms to my chest. I think that was the key, as this time IT WORKED!

I proceeded to do my makeup, trying a new technique for putting on foundation I came across that seemed to work a lot better than how I had been doing it before. Nice!


I had put out all my clothes in piles on the bed to make it easier to pick out and try on something to wear.  I tried a couple of things on, but my girlfriend suggested I try on a pink strapless dress with a tube-top like material on the top. 

I thought that it was way to bright for me to wear out, and that it seemed to "young" looking for me. But she reassured me that it was summer and totally ok to wear something bright and pink, so I went with it.

We didn't get a full length picture of me in the dress, but I did find one online. (I didn't wear it with a belt.)


I make a call to the repair place and they say it will take an hour to finish. They are about 20-30 minutes away, so that means we will have some time to kill while we wait. 

Getting into the car was quite something - the dress was so short! Ohhh sexy! If anyone saw me getting into the car they probably got a peek at my pink panties! And sitting in the car the dress was maybe just 2 or 3 inches below my crotch. That was such a thrill! I was hoping that people in tall vehicles would be looking down to check me out as we were driving :-) 

We get to the repair place and my girlfriend takes the phone in while I wait in the car. Drop off completed, we drive off.

Now I'm thinking what can we do where I'll have a reason to get out of the car, in a good & safe situation? 

The car needs gas and washing, so I drive around looking for a gas station with a self-service drive-through car wash. Amazing that we didn't find one! There were full service ones but I wasn't comfortable trying that just yet.

We ended up stopping for gas anyway. Getting out of the car I appreciated feeling the cool breeze up and around my legs. OMG so stimulating!!!!

I'm really enjoying being outside. I'm looking around and just beaming with joy! I lean over to talk to my girlfriend completely aware that if anyone checks me out they are probably getting a good peek up my dress. Either me or her point out that possibility. I turn back to the pump and "accidentally" drop my keys. I bend over to pick them up (the car door is open so she would get a good look), but she isn't looking so she didn't notice :-(

At this point I'm thinking, should I go into the little gas station mini-mart and buy something? There isn't anyone else around at the moment so it would just be the clerk. I'd keep my sunglasses on and even if the clerk noticed it would be a quick in and out. Unfortunately I was too nervous and didn't go through with it. If my girlfriend had thought of it I would probably had the courage to do it. That's ok - this was my first time out. I need to build confidence to put myself out there more and that will happen with time.

Here is what I looked like in the car. You can see just a bit of the dress.




Oooh, and that night I got to wear a very sexy clingy black negligee without a bra! That has been on my wish-list ever since it occurred to me that it might be possible to glue those boobies on!

It was just an amazing amazing day! And it was so cool to be able to be with my girlfriend doing this!

7 comments:

  1. Wow, Jen, what a big day!

    Congratulations on your boldness and the wonderful time with your girlfriend. I like your description of what it was like with the short dress on the car seat and out in the breeze on your legs. What is youe girlfriends view on that excursion?

    Scott

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    1. Hello Scott!

      My girlfriend got a real kick out of this experience!

      She complimented me on how much better my makeup worked out, which was a big boost to my confidence.

      When we got in the car and I had that first broad daylight outing as girl (in that almost neon-pink short dress), I told her what was going through my head. She smiled and said something like 'this is just something that you just had to experience first-hand, it's not something that (she) could describe to me.'

      She also made a comment about how sexy she has felt getting into a car in a skirt, especially when it kind of rides up a little, so people driving by in taller vehicles can look down and get a good look. When she said that, it was like we were sharing a woman to woman bonding moment. Being able to relate to her as a woman was yet another incredible emotional feeling, and completely unexpected.

      jen

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  2. Sorry. "Your girlfriend's view ..."

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  3. Hi Jen,

    I love that the two of you are enjoying the experience together. It's not just "some dude dressing up like a girl',. but a shared journey of intimacy and adventure for the both of you.

    May you keep obeying and serving that wonderful girlfriend of yours!

    Scott

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    1. Yes it's much more than dress up! But she has encouraged and helped me on this journey. She bought me my first dress, taking me from just wearing panties and stockings under my pants to my first girl clothes.

      I guess we have evolved together, each in our different ways.

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  4. You look fabulous, hon! A pretty girl...

    Mandy

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    1. Awwwwwww! You are really too nice - thank you for the confidence booster!

      One day I hope to let my hair grow out long like yours. I love the look and feel of hair moving across my shoulders. I just experienced that for the first time not long ago with a wig I purchased.

      jen

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