Beginnings... with Miss

Where to start?

Miss and I met in high school in the early 80's. I was a Freshman (13 years old), she was a Junior. I was still a virgin. She was dating a guy that I was in the same theater class with. He and I both did behind the scenes work, and we became casual friends, which is how I came to meet her.

I was very attracted and turned on by her. More than anyone ever. At some point her and her boyfriend broke up. She eventually transferred to a different high school, and her boyfriend left too, but I don't recall any details this many years later about where he ended up.

I eventually learned where she lived (this while she was still with her boyfriend if I remember), which was on the same street that I lived on! Well, that was lucky for me, and I started stalking her. But NOT for bad purposes!!!

I was obsessed with her, but my insecurity and shyness was equally as large as my obsession. Between a rock and hard place - I was a wreck inside for years because of this. Blissful agony?!!!

But she did accept me as a friend. Well, technically I was in the "Friend Zone." Her single mother was often away all weekend with her boyfriend, so Miss had their apartment to herself often.

I don't remember how I broke the ice to become her friend, but probably I was sneaking around one weekend night to make sure she was home and alone, and got the courage up to knock on her door. I'll have to ask her what she remembers.

At that point I looked for every opportunity to hang out at her place. Given my age, I was sneaking out my bedroom window after I figured my mother was asleep in order to do this. She never knew as far as I know.

If Miss was home I'd stay with her until well after midnight. This went on for 2 years maybe. Miss knew I was hot for her, and she did tease me from time to time which just made me so horny. One time I stole a pair of her panties and I'd wear them and play with myself, masturbating now and then while wearing them.

That reminds me, my first wet dream and the dawn of my sexual self-pleasuring all started at this time, so she gets credit for that too :-P

She dated other guys in this time too. I think I only remember that fact coming up once, and of course I was so jealous and devastated.

Probably a year or more into this, she moved to an different street, still very close by. She made friends with a next door neighbor, a single mom with a 5 or 6 year old child. Eventually I met the neighbor.

Of course I'm still stalking Miss, looking for every opportunity to hang out with her. I think her neighbor "caught" me one evening, saw me walking, so I said I was just stopping by to see if Miss was around. She might have said that she thought Miss might be back later, and I probably said I'd check back, and I think she offered to let me hang out and wait up at her place.

Well, I was in for a completely unexpected surprise that night... more later!