So a lot sooner than I would have expected, Miss's best friend's son was back over this past weekend.
The friend that he came to visit is moving out of state after graduation, and this might be his last chance to see him before he goes.
I get home from work Friday night and they are in the kitchen. Miss wasted absolutely zero time before starting the humiliation. She started it right off the bat!
As I walk in she yells in the loudest voice I can remember hearing "JENNIFER!!!!!!!" "JENNNIIFERRRR!!!!!" with him right there. It was like a sucker punch of humiliation and I was speechless for a few anxiety pounding heart beats.
Just the tiniest amount of time really went by I think, before I figured out how I would respond. I was walking REALLY SLOWLY from the front door to the kitchen to buy time to think. Of course my emotional reaction was "How to I cover for this so he doesn't see even more how sissy and submissive I am?"
But as soon as I "thought" that in my head I knew I was just cooked completely now. I knew that he would tie that back to her calling me "jen" as she had a few times when he was her a few weeks ago. I figured that any attempt at trying to hide the truth of this from him would just make my humiliation worse.
Honestly I was thinking that this was also a kind of a test - weather on purpose by her or not, as in the end she'd wind up judging how I reacted to what she had just done to me. I think if I didn't "own" my sissyness in that moment (by trying to cover it up somehow) she would think I really wasn't 100% committed to being who I am with her, and she would back off. Or she would just make it worse if I tried to deny or hide it and go to an even more extreme level of humiliation. Anyway, I really REALLY don't wan't to let either one of us down like that. She gets off so much on doing this to me, and with her outing me with her friends son now, it's just a whole new level she's taken us to.
The only other person that knows I'm anything other than an average male is her daughter who is so awesomely open about LGBT / "alternative lifestyles". She knows that I'm a cross dresser/TG. But I don't really know for sure to what extent what more her daughter knows about me.
So Miss's daughter has seen me en-femme, but her friend's son hasn't. So far he's just seen her treating me like a submissive "pussy whipped" little man. Now that I think of it, she might have even used that very phrase in front of him - little man! OH! And she told me he noticed that my legs are shaved! She said that I have them shaved because she wants them that way. True-true, but I like them shaved too of course :-)
That was Friday night. Saturday he was off to visit his friend, and we didn't expect him back until later at night.
Saturday we ran our errands, and I think I was in a man-shirt that did a better job of hiding my bra straps ;-)
We found a cute sun dress and skirt, and picked up some seamed stockings. I couldn't wait to get home to try the cloths on and get my makeup done for some quality girl time.
I tried on the sun dress for her (LOL - and I) and it looked great! So I went back and put on my makeup, and got into the other skirt and a top. Miss was taking a quick nap so I just started on prepping dinner. It wasn't 10 minutes after I had gotten dressed that the door bell rang - ARRGHHH!
I woke her up and asked her to tell whoever was at the door that I was busy. Well guess who it was? Her friend's son had come back way earlier than expected.
She yelled back to me "Billy's back!" And she told him I had been taking a nap. I wonder if he saw the half cut zucchini, squash, etc. that was in obvious mid-cutting board preparation?
Did he hear the bathroom sink going as I was frantically trying to get all the makeup off?
Well nothing was said, and I probably got back out of the bathroom after 15 minutes. Did he think anything of that I wonder?
The two of them went outside for a smoke while I continued on dinner. I went and joined them for a couple of minutes, but I don't really know him so I feel awkward like a 3rd wheel. She spends a lot of time at his house visiting so they have things in common that I have no clue about, so I usually just listen to them talking and hope there is something in the conversation that I can join in on.
Later that night we watched a movie (really bad B-movie), and I guess I was out of hand (drinking was involved). She told me I was showing off and I wasn't taking the hint to stop. She was definitely continuing on with the embarrassment of me in front of him.
She cut me off as punishment - no orgasm for me.
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