Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Humiliation with her best friend's son

Last weekend was a little different than usual as Miss was doing a favor for the son of her best friend. Their family had moved 50 or 60 miles away, and her friend's son needed a place to sleep Friday and Saturday night. He would be visiting with his friends while he was here.

So for a little background, he's a young man in his early 20's. Very intelligent, very observant, with a fairly sarcastic sense of humor. Her best friend is married to her high-school sweetheart and she visits her and her family at their house fairly regularly, and buy all accounts she has a great time with them.

So he's back from his visiting and we are all watching T.V. I can't remember her exact words, but basically Miss gives me a very dominant command to take care of something for her. He picks up on the underlying meaning of what and how she said it instantly, and he responds to her saying that she sure has me well trained. She responds back to him completely confirming that in our relationship yes, I do whatever she tells me to or else!

Let me tell you that was a whole new level of humiliation for me!!! In my head I was thinking "OMG, she just humiliated me and outed me as a submissive little wimp to someone that we know!" And I'm wondering how this will play out with her best friend and the rest of her family? I'm sure it would be something that her friends son will share with his family so I expect some more fallout and eventually more humiliation with him and her friends family.

The next night she outed and humiliated me again, this time she called me by my girl name 'jen' in front of him. I think I instinctively answered 'yes Miss" but I don't really know how much of that he picked up on or what he might have read into it.

There are some other humiliating things she's done in the past that I'll share later, but I think this is the first time in front of anyone we know.

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Tidy-Whitey Tuesday



Miss decided that today was to be Tidy-Whitey Tuesday :-(

I don't like wearing men's underwear, and I absolutely hate wearing these! Argh!

Miss loves to brand me



She had been using incense, but now we've graduated to a soldering iron. Ouch!!!

But I love the results, and she soooooo gets off on it :-D

Friday, April 18, 2014

Long time reader, first time blogger

I have been reading many wonderful blogs for quite some time now, and it's about time I jumped in and made one myself.

Who am I?

I'm a male according to m DNA, but I've never "liked" being male. It's not that I feel there is anything wrong with me as a male, but I don't think I actually resonate with it mentally or emotionally.

In male terms it's something like this -> I have a car that works perfectly fine, but it's not the car I'd choose to have given an actual choice.

I feel much happier when I am en femme. It's like a weight is lifted and it feels uplifting when I'm dressed and have hair and makeup on.

I think every day how much I want to be able to be recognized as a woman instead of a man.

I have a wonderful girlfriend that completely supports me, and she is also my Mistress. I love being hers!

We have a wonderful FemDom relationship that continues to grow in so many unexpected delightful ways.

So I'm starting this blog because I feel like maybe it's time to share with others, to add another "headcount" to people and groups that I think I have similarities with.